The thoughts floating around inside my head, while I on the recieving end of an ultrasound scan-y thing-y yesterday:
I am so glad I didn't see my usual asshat N.P. the other day. That doctor really seems to know her stuff. Maybe she'll get some new information from those blood tests that they stabbed me for earlier.
Amazing; I hardly even have to pee and yet my bladder is apparently full enough for an ultrasound! I wonder if there's anything interesting in there. Well, the lady said there isn't, so I guess there isn't.
Ugh, do we really need the dildocam? Fine, fine, just let me pee. Crap! Why can't I pee when I have to?
So, here we go again. Be gentle! Wow, she's actually nice about this. Not a wand monkey at all. Um, that kinda hurt, but hey; she apologized!
Um, this sure is taking a while... What? why does she need the sound for this? There's nothing interesting to hear in there. Is there?
Oh holy crap! What if I'm pregnant? No, I'm not pregnant. I've had two periods since the last time I had sex and I'm pretty sure I wasn't even ovulating then. But what if? My body has been known to screw me over before...
But the doctor said one of my ovaries felt enlarged. What if it's an ectopic pregnancy? What if I lose one of my tubes? My whole reproductive system? What if I die?!?
I wonder if I have any pregnancy tests at home...
And there you have it. I am insane. She wouldn't have let me leave the hospital if she expected an ectopic pregnancy, would she? Would she? Oh, crap, I am going to die.
You're sounding like me dear, get out of my head :p. Any news?
Posted by: Dawn Marie | April 18, 2005 at 06:32 PM